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Monday, 21 May 2012

  • kerosene

    its ok i will learn how to deal with failure, i will learn to embrace it, consume it, learn from it and be better better better

    same way i will deal with anger, destruction emanating from my fingertips, instability

    in all this weekend's negativity and self-destruction i think i will come out better.

    i have not been alone though in some ways i keep isolating myself, but yup yup no man is an island woman even less so 

     

    marc's birthday soon in 4 minutes must leave the house now he is a shining star amidst all this bleakness 

Friday, 20 April 2012

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

  • i think perhaps i will give up attachment

    and then excuses, complaining, and the luxury of criticism

     

    but mainly attachment. love is serene (but of course now i will go and talk about desire that is excruciating, that should be in a state of starved fury)

    but mainly mainly i'm always waiting for the wanderlust dust to settle 

     

    sand angels would be kind of dumb

     

    /edit: they sound fantastic, actually / was just unhappy at my discontentment ewwww what am i even doing here ok i will stop complaining (Deuteronomy 1)

Monday, 02 April 2012

  • "we're going there, by the way"

    everywhere

    scene of magnificence

    spain. or ahahaha we don't know where anywhere with tomatoes because they're our favourite and we eat them with everything (haha ha hahaha.)

    sitiawan for chendol

    vietnam for coffee (and cambodia as well, opposite the Singapore Guest House that we don't even stay in though we're from here)

    onion. for oysters that you cant eat and i won't

    oh my april was full of duck hahah duck porridge for lunch and kl london duck for a yummy dinner best april fools' ever 

     

    also the other day i discovered i hadn't been back to school since the 9th of march, not really. this last fight ever gave me a month's break from what was to be the worst year really puts things in perspective, really helps me see that this, all i have, all i've been blessed with, all of it is magnificent

    we made it

Saturday, 31 March 2012

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  • hannahlovesjean
    JEAN! Thank you so much for uploading our photos! I've used them cos i'm so super damn proud to have you as my friend! HAHA :D-nana
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    So proud of you Jean (=You've come so far and worked so hard (= praise God for the wonderful results!! (=